i am out

i am going all out
nothing to lose
but restless time
need a peace of mind

childhood

piles of letters and numbers
wishful teachers
with whipping
expectation, expectation, expectation

going through multiple choice
while kids outside
yelling names and games

beat me beat me beat me
while i am dumb and stupid
to understand
what is right and wrong
that there is a grey line

just wanna play
that's all kids wanted
just wanna play
la lala la la...
hello sky....
hello leaf.......
hello you..........

opulence

still water runs deep
still heart runs for keep

once in a blue moon with corona

if only I have a religion
at least I can say my prayers
and calm the waves
halt the tides
hoping for the next new moon
to be a full moon
***sigh***
wishful thinking...

no worry, Marley said: "everything's gonna be alright, everything gonna be ok...would you break my heart again...lalala...

Emmy Rossum: Slow Me Down

rushing and racing and running in circles
moving so fast I'm forgetting my purpose
blur of the traffic is sending me spinning
getting nowhere

my head and my heart are colliding chaotic
pace of the world I just wish I could stop it
Try to appear like I've got it together
I'm falling apart

save me
somebody take my hand and lead me
slow me down
don't let love pass me by
just show me how
cause I'm ready to fall

slow me down
don't let me live a lie
before my life flies by
I need you to slow me down

sometimes I fear that I might disappear
in the blur of fast forward I falter again
forgetting to breathe
I need to sleep
I'm getting nowhere

all that I've missed I see in the reflection
pass me while I wasn't paying attention
tired of rushing, racing and running
I'm falling apart

the noise of the world is getting me caught up
chasing the clock and i wish i could stop it
just need to breathe
somebody please
slow me down

monologue

Ms. Dreamy: where is my knight?
Ms. Realism: there is no knight in shining armor for damsel in distress
Ms. Surrealist: but there is no harm in believing... whatever makes you happy

29 february 2008

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