awakening

beauty is a curse
fantasized by the ugly

beauty is a miracle
realized by nature

mind over matter

what we don't mind
doesn't matter

ice candy

if i can be as strong as the fridge
cold and locked up
as long as i am plugged

alas

i am the candy
i can try to live inside the fridge
but once in awhile, dear fridge
please open your door
a little warm won't kill you
but it will keep my sweet
and I can still be alive
while being in love with you

freezing love

next to me
a million miles away
living in the jet plane
it is beautiful up here
setting sights far far away
the white snowfield
white canvas
but get down there
freezing cold it is
reality snow bites
sigh***

my bestfriend's philosophy gene

i am special
just not official

truly

winter

it is cold out here
in Jakarta

high and low

how high can be an expectation
when companionship is low